Exactly one month before being hospitalized due to an alleged overdose, the singer Demi Lovato confessed that she had relapsed into addiction through a song It is the song Sober (sober) and without a doubt the lyrics of it are revealing, it is an intimate and personal song in which Demi Lovato (25), narrates in the first person her hard battle to recover from her addiction to alcohol and drugs. The last time she sang it in public was a moving moment, even more so in light of what happened with the singer yesterday.
Demi Lovato, just 25 years old, required medical attention at her Hollywood Hills residence a little before noon on Tuesday and was then rushed to Cedars Sinai Medical Center.
Later, the former Disney star was referred to a Los Angeles hospital after suffering an apparent heroin overdose, according to a local police report to the TMZ site.
This says the letter of sober
“I have no excuses for all these goodbyes. Call me when it’s over, because I’m dying inside. This is how “Sober” begins, the recent song with which Demi Lovato admits her relapse to drugs.
In the first verse of the song, Demi also makes a direct allusion to the dreaded withdrawal syndrome: “Wake me up when the seizures are over. And the cold sweats vanished. Call me when it’s over and I’ve reappeared myself.” Then, Demi Lovato is even more direct when talking about her addiction. “Mom, I’m sorry, I’m not sober anymore. And daddy, please forgive me for the spilled drinks on the floor. For those of you who never left me, we’ve been down this road before. I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore.”
When “daddy,” Demi Lovato is talking about Eddie de la Garza, her stepfather since 1995. Her biological father, Patrick Lovato, passed away in 2013. Patrick left his family to focus on his own drug addiction.
Also in another passage of the song, Demi Lovato apologizes to her fans for having to see her relapse again. “I want to be a role model, but I’m only human,” she sings. The song ends with a promise that she will seek help. What follows is unfortunately known history.
The number of reproductions of Sober since the alleged overdose has skyrocketed and has crossed the barrier of 12 million views.
The young singer, emerged from the star factory, Disney, felt very alone in her hard personal struggle. “Sometimes I just want to give up and I don’t want to fight. I try and I try and I try… Just hold me, I feel lonely,” says Lovato. It is a request for help, a desperate cry to get out of the darkness in which she had submerged.
The last night before admission
The alleged overdose of former Disney star Demi Lovato, 25, apparently occurred at the end of a party that was taking place at her house, the party would have lasted all night, but when the ambulance and the police arrived to assist her -for a call to 911- none of the assistants was in the place, Demi was alone. “It is not clear when it was broken up, if it was before the emergency call or if people dispersed once it became clear that Demi was in trouble,” they reported. Sources from the TMZ page pointed out that apparently only part of the staff that works with the singer was in the mansion located in the Hollywood Hills on Tuesday around noon when the emergency team arrived, but that they refused to provide details about the drugs. that Lovato had consumed.
On Monday night, Lovato was photographed at the Saddle Ranch restaurant in West Hollywood at the birthday celebration of one of her staff dancers and appeared to be happy and lucid. It is unknown so far if the people who were at her home were the same ones they had been with a few hours before.
“They tell us that he shared photos of the celebration on his private Instagram and he looked happy,” you can read in the middle.
Demi is hospitalized at Cedars Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles. According to her representative, she is “stable and in the company of her family.”
Leaked audio of the emergency call reveals that Demi was unconscious when paramedics arrived at her home. Police sources stated that the star received a dose of naloxone, an emergency drug for cases of narcotic overdose.
